That’s not at all what I meant with that word and you darned well know it

You’re playing the MLM game of taking a word with an expected and accepted definition and changing it to your definition. That does NOT work here. I would not suggest trying it again, since repeated use of MLM tactics to manipulate language and a sense of reality are not accepted here and will brand you very quickly as another person with pie-in-the-sky hopes that is looking for a quick and assured path to being rich. You say that is not your way, so make sure you don’t revert to such games.